troubles.

Sometimes I feel like the only consistency in my life is my relationships.  I mean if I had to choose, I would want that to be it, but it can be frustrating when it seems that other things are always changing.  My working outside the house to "stay at home mom" status seems to be one of the things that flip flops back and forth which makes me hate to talk about it.  I've been trying hard to make something work where I'm not away from my daughter.  For whatever reason, in my life at this time, it's not working.  I hate that.  I hate that I can't make it work.  I hate that it's not easier for mothers to just stay home with their children.  It used to not even be an issue.  Now it's nearly impossible for some people.

So that being said, I am yet again job searching.  I don't know how hard it will be now that I'm pregnant although I'm hoping that will not affect my chances too much.  I did have an interview yesterday morning and I'm waiting expectantly for a call back.  I can only hope it's that easy though.  In the meantime, I guess I'll just focus on the relationships.